Somewhere -- recently -- I read about the necessity of sitting down and thinking about your -- problems or challenging. Concentrating on it. How true it is! I am to sit exams for postgraduate studies -- why on earth? On theoretical subject -- why on earth?
Because I didn't have time to THINK about it PROPERLY. Because I didn't have thinking time in my schedule. Because some of my decisions were sort of spontaneous. Withour real pros and cons. On-the-spot. Because my views on my future change all the time! Tired of it. Should I maybe trust the flow of life?